17.12.11
I'm just sad. That kind of sad that leaves you with no energy. The kind of sad that makes you want to crawl into bed and never wake up. The kind of sad that overwhelmes you so that even moving, or even talking or even smiling is painful. The kind of sad that you feel it in your heart. The kind of sad that a Congenital heart defect corrective surgery would hurt less.
I guess sometimes I gotta Be my own hero and save my own little heart. Because sometimes, the people you can't Imagine living without , can actually live without you . Proven for word. Nobody will take care of this little heart.
I wish I could go really far, and hide with my worthlessness. And someday hope somebody would Be proud of who I really am.
Ps: I wished everyday was filled with loving initiative from you just like 171212
I'm just sad. That kind of sad that leaves you with no energy. The kind of sad that makes you want to crawl into bed and never wake up. The kind of sad that overwhelmes you so that even moving, or even talking or even smiling is painful. The kind of sad that you feel it in your heart. The kind of sad that a Congenital heart defect corrective surgery would hurt less.
I guess sometimes I gotta Be my own hero and save my own little heart. Because sometimes, the people you can't Imagine living without , can actually live without you . Proven for word. Nobody will take care of this little heart.
I wish I could go really far, and hide with my worthlessness. And someday hope somebody would Be proud of who I really am.
Ps: I wished everyday was filled with loving initiative from you just like 171212
