3.9.11
3 down one more night to go. I look superbly zombified despite the fact that boyfriend tells me I'm the prettiest girl ever. Heeee thanks love. I miss mum. I haven't met her for 2 days already. Before she comes home from work I would have already have left for work. Inner feeling: I feel like the crappiest person alive. I miss it when I see people all dressed up in their newly tailored colorful traditional costume going for syawal visiting. In addition, they are doing it with the full attendance of every single family member :( and here I am stuck at work. Total bummer. I miss my family. And if I'm going to further touch on this context I might just shed a tear or two :'( <--- note the smiley :'(
Sometimes no wait all the time, no matter how hard I try to pacify everybody around me it just doesn't seem enough :(
Be too loud and people judge you.
Don't talk and you might make things awkward.
Can I just be myself ? :(
Will you still love me and thinks that the sun shines out of my ass ? :(
3 down one more night to go. I look superbly zombified despite the fact that boyfriend tells me I'm the prettiest girl ever. Heeee thanks love. I miss mum. I haven't met her for 2 days already. Before she comes home from work I would have already have left for work. Inner feeling: I feel like the crappiest person alive. I miss it when I see people all dressed up in their newly tailored colorful traditional costume going for syawal visiting. In addition, they are doing it with the full attendance of every single family member :( and here I am stuck at work. Total bummer. I miss my family. And if I'm going to further touch on this context I might just shed a tear or two :'( <--- note the smiley :'(
Sometimes no wait all the time, no matter how hard I try to pacify everybody around me it just doesn't seem enough :(
Be too loud and people judge you.
Don't talk and you might make things awkward.
Can I just be myself ? :(
Will you still love me and thinks that the sun shines out of my ass ? :(
