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7.6.11
 Then I wanted to go into that water. I wanted it so badly that my mouth stung like salt and my skin ringside and I stood up and ran down to the shore. I wanted to go into the waves and find the things that other people saw. I knew that is was better than I was, than what my life was. It was something deep and far and soothing and dark and bright. It was without pain. It was like falling into the surging liquid herd of waves and becoming nothing and everything at once. I'm still looking for it


Andain- promises give it a listen