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15.2.11
 sometimes when someone asks me a simple question like 'how are you feeling?'. i could talk for hours. i could fill the air with my nonsense and shift the atmosphere with my emotions. but most other times i would just say a curt 'fine' and i walk away. no one would understand anyway.

i miss being happy. i miss feeling alive. i miss enjoying life. i miss having a real smile. i miss how a short period of time i feel happy only to find out that it's all gone the next moment.

i'm just very tired. i'm not superwoman i sware.