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6.2.11
lately I've been really uninspired to write. most of the time my mind is blank.

nurses practice deception all the time. We give vague answers to hard questions. We don't talk about post-op pain. We say you'll experience some discomfort. If you didn't die, we tell you the surgery went well, but the placebo has to be the nurse's greatest deception. Half of our patients we tell the other truth ... the other half, we pray the placebo effect's real. And we tell ourselves that they'll feel better anyhow, believing help is on the way, when, in fact, we're leaving them to die.

work has been fine. people are nice to me. and I'm getting along fine.
i wished i could tell you the truth and not get you all worried at the same time. but i guess that would be too much to ask for. people around just stop believing. and it gets even harder when they are just faking sincerity. guess you just give and keep giving until you just die at some point of time.


this is my one week-work non-stop-no-break- week. i really hope i die at the end of it. faster~

Nadiah,19. I'm a professional butt cleaner. I personally feel that time is passing too fast. There’s too many to do, too many to encounter. So I’ll take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like I’ve never been hurt.