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2.12.10

all the best friends i had died. they left for good. no one stayed. i lost them to the changing of time. when all our dreams and beliefs we shared were just word vomit. when we just got so fucking engross with our own lives (looking like as though we fucking know where we're going), that we couldn't stop for just 5 minutes to say a simple hello. when you would just walk into a particular restaurant or a mall and just stand at a particular spot to reminisce the flashback for a moment. when i never knew trust took long to earn but overnight to destroy. when they stopped believing in you. and when all these people who continue to fucking break your heart, I came to a point when i just stopped feeling.

i guess they were only there for the sake of a status. and i guess this is another way of god punishing me; by taking everyone i loved.

but please i beg you. don't take anymore of my bestfriends that i am left with. they mean more than anything in the world. and i'm completely nothing without them.

Nadiah,19. I'm a professional butt cleaner. I personally feel that time is passing too fast. There’s too many to do, too many to encounter. So I’ll take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like I’ve never been hurt.