28.10.10
We all want to grow up. We're desperate to get there. Grab all the opportunities we can to live. We're so busy trying to get out of that mess, we don't think about the fact that it's going to be cold out there. Really freaking cold. Because growing up sometimes means leaving people behind. And by the time we stand on our own two feet, we're standing there alone.
so cold, colder than any temperature bare able to the human body. when you just lie naked on a cold piece of metal table, alone, with only the mindset of hoping that the one deep cut made by the sterilized scalpel goes right through all the way. if things go wrong, you just die while you're at it.
dear god, i'm afraid. really afraid.

so cold, colder than any temperature bare able to the human body. when you just lie naked on a cold piece of metal table, alone, with only the mindset of hoping that the one deep cut made by the sterilized scalpel goes right through all the way. if things go wrong, you just die while you're at it.
dear god, i'm afraid. really afraid.