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27.8.10
 Hey A. I've always made it clear to you not to fall in love with me or like me. I never once promise you anything about us in the future. I never lead you on. I was always very straightforward in everything I say. I'm mean rude and disgusting. Honestly I act all so heroic n brave 99% of the time on the outside. But deep down I'm just afraid. Afraid if I don't know where I was going in life. Afraid to simply just fall in love. Afraid of hearing nice things that people has to say about me. I know Im not worth it, look at all the screwed up relationships I've been in. That should definitely tell you something. Yes, I did say I would never want to lose you. But as a friend. I'm not ignorant. I know where all the mix signals are heading and what they mean that's why i said that. I'm afraid if I can't love you back like how you love me then I might just lose you. Those cliche stuffs don't mean anything me. Guys can take me everywhere buy me everything but will it ever gurantee that they will stay forever? I missed you. leave by all means if you've made up your mind.


I should get used to this thing where people give up on me halfway.