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8.10.09
What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut is long gone, the pain still lingers.

i never regretted forgiving you because you, yesterday and everything we shared is just like a souvenir. (which would just sit on my tabletop and collect dust.) and despite facing it over and over again i still don't learn anything out of it. disappointed much. fuck care attitude? can i even bring myself to do it to that pathetic diaper shitty face of yours?

But i thank you a million for snapping me out of my denial thoughts that i've been having all this while. i suppose its time anyway.

Nadiah,19. I'm a professional butt cleaner. I personally feel that time is passing too fast. There’s too many to do, too many to encounter. So I’ll take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like I’ve never been hurt.