13.12.08
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Its 1 in the morning, NAD and me sneaked out of the house and crept our way to MacDonald’s. This is what they get for opening 24hours- people like us. I ordered a cone. The cashier looked wasted and half-awaked. We settled down into a cosy corner and started bitching. Honestly, we should get paid for it. We’re really good. I told her my secret and she came up with something. It wasn’t put across clearly and she enunciate every syllable, as if she was talking to someone mentally handicapped. assholee! But for once, it was productive. Then she told me hers. Aaaah, she’s finally dating. Raging hormonal changes I suppose. I just want her to be happy, that’s all. And g-man, you better treat her right.
121208
School’s over but I didn’t like the way it ended. Even though I knew he wasn’t going to be there, I still hoped. Guess I anticipated too much. And my term break officially starts next week. There are so many things to plan for. Best friend left me for the mountains to pick strawberries?!! I'm already missing her so much. I can’t wait to work it all out with Faey. And there's a whole bunch more whom i can't wait to meet.
131208
I had my braces changed to the colours close to a Christmas tree. Red and green; showing some Christmassy love y’all. Did my Christmas shopping during the weekend and I got something kinky for grams, (LOL) can’t wait to see her expression.
I got home, unbuttoned my jeans and yanked them off awkwardly. Dive onto my bed which then I indulge myself in some hardcore thinking. Soon this year would finally come to an end. I thought hard about how my life turned out for 365days. So many things had happened. So many things had changed. People making impacts in my life, both good and bad. People walking in and out of my life just like how they do in shopping malls. How I changed so much. How I learn to look at things. How much I learn to appreciate even the smallest things in life. How I learn so much from all those mistakes I made. How I’m blessed to have both Chok and Faey in my life. Soon my mind drifted to the conversation I had with my cousin in the early part of the day.
Part of it:
When he asked, ‘Did he do anything else to you?’ I thought hard before answering. I decided to lie. And I said, ‘no.’ what would possibly happen if cousin knew that he hit me...
I guess no matter how ‘strong’ my willpower is; those memories would still linger in my thoughts.
I wasn’t going to waste anymore time. I scorch for a pen and found some scrap paper lying aimlessly around. I started listing out my new year’s resolution. I’ll release them slowly. For now, I’m off to stop mum from harassing the pizza boy.
111208
Its 1 in the morning, NAD and me sneaked out of the house and crept our way to MacDonald’s. This is what they get for opening 24hours- people like us. I ordered a cone. The cashier looked wasted and half-awaked. We settled down into a cosy corner and started bitching. Honestly, we should get paid for it. We’re really good. I told her my secret and she came up with something. It wasn’t put across clearly and she enunciate every syllable, as if she was talking to someone mentally handicapped. assholee! But for once, it was productive. Then she told me hers. Aaaah, she’s finally dating. Raging hormonal changes I suppose. I just want her to be happy, that’s all. And g-man, you better treat her right.
121208
School’s over but I didn’t like the way it ended. Even though I knew he wasn’t going to be there, I still hoped. Guess I anticipated too much. And my term break officially starts next week. There are so many things to plan for. Best friend left me for the mountains to pick strawberries?!! I'm already missing her so much. I can’t wait to work it all out with Faey. And there's a whole bunch more whom i can't wait to meet.
131208
I had my braces changed to the colours close to a Christmas tree. Red and green; showing some Christmassy love y’all. Did my Christmas shopping during the weekend and I got something kinky for grams, (LOL) can’t wait to see her expression.
I got home, unbuttoned my jeans and yanked them off awkwardly. Dive onto my bed which then I indulge myself in some hardcore thinking. Soon this year would finally come to an end. I thought hard about how my life turned out for 365days. So many things had happened. So many things had changed. People making impacts in my life, both good and bad. People walking in and out of my life just like how they do in shopping malls. How I changed so much. How I learn to look at things. How much I learn to appreciate even the smallest things in life. How I learn so much from all those mistakes I made. How I’m blessed to have both Chok and Faey in my life. Soon my mind drifted to the conversation I had with my cousin in the early part of the day.
Part of it:
When he asked, ‘Did he do anything else to you?’ I thought hard before answering. I decided to lie. And I said, ‘no.’ what would possibly happen if cousin knew that he hit me...
I guess no matter how ‘strong’ my willpower is; those memories would still linger in my thoughts.
I wasn’t going to waste anymore time. I scorch for a pen and found some scrap paper lying aimlessly around. I started listing out my new year’s resolution. I’ll release them slowly. For now, I’m off to stop mum from harassing the pizza boy.
