21.9.08
Did even more chores today. Went furniture shopping with mum tdy. Dad picked us up and transported us quickly home at the speed of a car racer. Kicked backed and enjoyed the gushing sensation of the wind in my hair after which made it all tangled up. Embracing every single moment of it. I was hanging out with mum and dad. Its been awhile since they found time for me. Our song came out on the player. Guys, hit it from the top. Singing my lungs out to hotel california with dad. When all of a sudden, a very conserved voice which was rather familiar took us by surprise when she sang chorus. Holy crap, it was mak cik aidah! I was happy. And i wanted it to last.
I cant wait to get high on dengdeng with chok and faey. Im already missing u guys like a mad woman. Sincerely sorry abt saturday. Thinking abt the fact tht chok would be isolated away fm us and be put at some disgusting getto place makes me miss her even more! Aargh shafir can stop being so excited about meeting faey because he should switch places with chok. Yes shafir, u dnt belong in pasiris. And im so not looking forward to next week. damn chok u made me cry when i read ur september 19 post. aaarrrrgh!!
Sometimes i wished tht i lost all my memory on all those unwanted past tht i have. So i will never think about it. Give myself a chance to start new for good. Love like ive never been hurt. How i wished things in life were tht simple to understand. And how i wished i had all the courage in the world to stop lying to myself and just tell him how much i love him. Perhaps its all about waiting for a miracle to happen eventhough deep down inside i know nothing will ever happen.
and lebaran is coming true in another 9 more days. :))
Nadiah,19. I'm a professional butt cleaner. I personally feel that time is passing too fast. There’s too many to do, too many to encounter. So I’ll take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like I’ve never been hurt.
21.9.08
Did even more chores today. Went furniture shopping with mum tdy. Dad picked us up and transported us quickly home at the speed of a car racer. Kicked backed and enjoyed the gushing sensation of the wind in my hair after which made it all tangled up. Embracing every single moment of it. I was hanging out with mum and dad. Its been awhile since they found time for me. Our song came out on the player. Guys, hit it from the top. Singing my lungs out to hotel california with dad. When all of a sudden, a very conserved voice which was rather familiar took us by surprise when she sang chorus. Holy crap, it was mak cik aidah! I was happy. And i wanted it to last.
I cant wait to get high on dengdeng with chok and faey. Im already missing u guys like a mad woman. Sincerely sorry abt saturday. Thinking abt the fact tht chok would be isolated away fm us and be put at some disgusting getto place makes me miss her even more! Aargh shafir can stop being so excited about meeting faey because he should switch places with chok. Yes shafir, u dnt belong in pasiris. And im so not looking forward to next week. damn chok u made me cry when i read ur september 19 post. aaarrrrgh!!
Sometimes i wished tht i lost all my memory on all those unwanted past tht i have. So i will never think about it. Give myself a chance to start new for good. Love like ive never been hurt. How i wished things in life were tht simple to understand. And how i wished i had all the courage in the world to stop lying to myself and just tell him how much i love him. Perhaps its all about waiting for a miracle to happen eventhough deep down inside i know nothing will ever happen.
and lebaran is coming true in another 9 more days. :))
