15.9.08

i act all so stouthearted and heroic. i put up some ridiculous brave front and pretend im alright 99 percent of the time but actual fact is, im lost most of the time with those major things that revolve around me. i need someone who wouldn't abandon me. leaving me to figure out things that has been left hanging just like that. i need sincere honest brave explanations. deep down inside im one big pussy whose so afraid to face up to alot of things in life. bring in the weeds and substance. because i dont give a damn. not anymore. to start of with, nobody gives a fuck about me. they can come up with the most nicest word to describe me but most of it is actually bull. am i really worth all those words? stop lying to yourself. and stop lying to me. well if its something you rip off fm somewhere just to comfort me and make you look good when allaying the sorrow from my situation then ill have to say you suck!
i act all so stouthearted and heroic. i put up some ridiculous brave front and pretend im alright 99 percent of the time but actual fact is, im lost most of the time with those major things that revolve around me. i need someone who wouldn't abandon me. leaving me to figure out things that has been left hanging just like that. i need sincere honest brave explanations. deep down inside im one big pussy whose so afraid to face up to alot of things in life. bring in the weeds and substance. because i dont give a damn. not anymore. to start of with, nobody gives a fuck about me. they can come up with the most nicest word to describe me but most of it is actually bull. am i really worth all those words? stop lying to yourself. and stop lying to me. well if its something you rip off fm somewhere just to comfort me and make you look good when allaying the sorrow from my situation then ill have to say you suck!