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30.8.08


today mum dragged me out of bed telling me that ive got an appointment. and she just had to draw the curtains letting all the sunlight in blinding me for life. shes getting old. she got her kiri and kanan all mixed up and made the taxi driver drove us in the wrong direction. i had my x-ray done. and my surgery is gonna be over a period of 6 months. hes getting rid of 2 teeth. might as well pull out my entire jaw. like anything cannot get anymore worst.

ive thought about it good and ive made up my mind.
it started good, really good. and then it got bad. and its all because of me. never realising he was everything i needed. he was always there right in front of me. i hoped for so much but it didn't take me long when i finally came to my senses that the most special thing in my life was finally gone for good. i loved you. well now its only goodbye.
i've got to start fresh. i'm literally picking up my life like pieces of scrap metal. sticking every single piece back together again. i'm not afraid that my life will end but i'm just afraid that it will never begin.